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today i went out with joshua and his friends. to put it nicely, it was very boyish. to put it not so nicely, it was very traumatising. remind me never ever to go out with a group of guys with me as the only girl ever again. i think i'm scarred for life. as much as i love you joshua dear, i do not play pool, or LAN. perhaps if you had played warcraft i wouldn't mind. i'm sorry. i felt so extra, i mean, you guys actually know each other and stuff... and there i am.. er.. just there.
oh, if ever we should need to share food, it'll be easy. i'll take all the veggies, and you take the meat.
for some reason, i just felt like crying. maybe cos i was left alone, i dunno... but when i was walking away... i just felt like crying. this apparently caused me to be almost knocked down my two different lorries while crossing the road.
after leaving the guys to themselves, i went down to orchard. walked around a bit and got so bored. ended up people watching and correcting very badly fashioned preps in my head. after that i got bored again, because everyone was wearing the same thing. how horrid can it get? i mean, tee shirt and denim skirts just do not go together.
i must start working on my portfolio.
Love, lixximajig : 18:20