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lately, i've been on msn a lot, since ade has now gone off to school, dragon has been spending her last week with tora, nie is working and mut has gad. so to keep myself occupied, i talk to my online friends.

james, joshua, ivan, jason... and a few more.

people that i missed talking to last time. i've found out that some of them have changed, some are still the same as ever. we've talked about things a little personal, or just plain nonsense. it's making me really glad to get to know them better...

most of all, it makes me really happy that you are talking to me. i never imagined just a simple act of talking, whatever it may be about, can make me so, so happy. normally it's what a person says that makes me glad, like when ade said she'll never forget us in secondary school. things like that. it had never been just the act of chatting itself.

i really don't mean to get sappy, but, could this be love?

i'm quite scared, really. i've never felt throughly happy talking to anyone before. this emotion is new, and i don't know if i'm ready, mentally prepared for it.

yes, i'm happy.

and oh guys, thanks for the comments, i'll change the comment system soon... when i find the mood to.


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Let's read the trees and their Autumn leaves,
As they fall like a dress undone
At the end of Summers, love will find lovers
Who need the shadows of a winter sun


Don't tell me you're leaving we can hide in the evening
It's getting darker than it should
If we read the leaves as they blow in the breeze
Would it stop us now, my love


Time enough for hard questions
Time enough for all our fears
Time is tougher than we both know yet,
Time enough for tears