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I am now officially an asst coach for ALKTG! *yaaaaaaaaaaaay!*

coach training these two days were quite hell, maybe because i put a lot a lot of pressure on my self to succeed, to be better than i can, and to be better than joshua (which is quite difficult). i admit, there are times where i felt like giving up, there are times where i felt like running to the toilet to cry, hide myself there for an hour or two. it wasn't really the techniques that put me off, it was the emotional stress i gave myself to accomplish the things i am supposed to do. yet, something inside of me just repeated many times, "look how far you've come? are you gonna throw this all away? go a little furthur, take one milestone at a time..." in the end, i could pretend i was confident, pretend i was upbeat and outgoing.

and i did succeed.

not to mention almost the whole akltg now knows me and josh are together, thanks to a couple of big mouths.

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Let's read the trees and their Autumn leaves,
As they fall like a dress undone
At the end of Summers, love will find lovers
Who need the shadows of a winter sun


Don't tell me you're leaving we can hide in the evening
It's getting darker than it should
If we read the leaves as they blow in the breeze
Would it stop us now, my love


Time enough for hard questions
Time enough for all our fears
Time is tougher than we both know yet,
Time enough for tears