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today i realised actually how much work goes into make a good black and white print... next time i develop film i show you all the whole process of it. it's quite interesting, actually, and quite fun. my mother was more excited that i was when the film came out of the roll.

to make one good print, you need pretty much a lot of photographic paper. and there goes all my money again. i wish... that i had more money to spare to buy my stuff you know?

but it's alright... i've stop eating so much, so my food money goes to buy art supplies.. and most art supplies like pencils.. my mom can buy from overseas. it's just my photography supplies that need my own money.

i will not ask my mother for money. i'll use my weekly allowances to get my stuff...
one packet of photographic paper = half my week's allowance you know? that's damn expensive. :(

i realised one thing in poly. the people are genuinely very nice. they're not like those superficial people we were used to in sng, or since majority went to, jc. they don't bitch, they don't gossip, they help and are very kind. they're nice. they're really nice people.

to ade: jia you for all your CAs! if you put your mind to it, i know you'll turn out fine. your strong determination is your major plus point (and a bit of a minus point, but nvm) and whenever you set your mind to do something, you'll put in your best effort. and i believe this will pull you through life in jc.

to dragon: i know life is tough in design, and hell, i'm feeling the stretch as well. but please baby dragon, do take care of yourself. get enough sleep (hell, i think i need to take my own advice!), and eat plenty plenty and drink a lot of water. alright? you worry me, you know?

to nie: thanks for letting me rant to you, it was very... destressing. thanks for being there :) you're a great friend, even if you are stubborn, sometimes, you know?

to satan: yay i found your number! you know wad that means? funnnnn!!! :D :D i'll look forward to asking you out on coffee dates.

to vinny: good luck to you for your CA's as well, alright? put in your best effort!

to VSCstudents: it's been a great time knowing all of you guys, really! i don't know if any of you come here, but if you do, please please please drop me a note. you guys have made my beginning in poly a wonderful one, and i don't think i'll be able to cope with the huge amount of projects and stress without the company of you guys. :) :)

to my darling: i miss xdd :( i wish i can be with xdd all the time. lets play diablo together one of these days okay? i miss playing with you diablo. thanks for always being there for me, my darling. you're really really wonderful. and please stop saying that i'm smarter than you, cause each one of us are smart in our own ways, alright..? i just can't tell you how much you mean to me. i'll have to stop, in case... blogger decides to cut my entry.... i can go on forever about you, though, cause you're my most wonderful darling ever.

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Let's read the trees and their Autumn leaves,
As they fall like a dress undone
At the end of Summers, love will find lovers
Who need the shadows of a winter sun


Don't tell me you're leaving we can hide in the evening
It's getting darker than it should
If we read the leaves as they blow in the breeze
Would it stop us now, my love


Time enough for hard questions
Time enough for all our fears
Time is tougher than we both know yet,
Time enough for tears