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I'm sorry, I know, I'm irritating.

But sometimes, if you would like me to shut the fuck up, can you please just tell me? You don't have to pretend that you're not there, just to make me think that that's the reason why you're not replying. I know very well you are there, and I have my ways of finding out.

Today I have upset two people, and if my mother keeps harping on the fact that we cannot go Perth, or I cannot study in Australia, the number will keep growing.

Lixxie is having bad mood swings today. She hates herself so much, now.

If you can piss on an extremely good natured person, you're really such a horrid person, right? And that's what I did.

Again, I'm sorry.

Then again, maybe I should just forget about going to Australia, whether for holiday, or studying. I should just stay in Singapore, find some deserted corner and sulk. Then I won't irritate anyone further.

I mean, I'm pretty useless, besides irritating people. And making other people upset.

I hate myself, I really do. I hate myself. I hate myself.

Love, lixximajig : 17:29

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Let's read the trees and their Autumn leaves,
As they fall like a dress undone
At the end of Summers, love will find lovers
Who need the shadows of a winter sun


Don't tell me you're leaving we can hide in the evening
It's getting darker than it should
If we read the leaves as they blow in the breeze
Would it stop us now, my love


Time enough for hard questions
Time enough for all our fears
Time is tougher than we both know yet,
Time enough for tears