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Sometimes I feel like the people I care about don't really care as much about me, as I do them. But it's okay, it just leaves a bit of a bitter feeling. No, darling, it's not about you. You on the other hand, I feel that I don't care for you enough, and I never will... 'Cause you deserve much more.
I spent the night attempting to paint my cube and failing miserably. Now I have brown hands, a yellow toe and multi-coloured knees. Oh wait, add a bit of white and red to the hands. I woke up this morning to continue. I also have a swollen toe because last night while talking to Nie on msn, I accidentally rolled over my middle toe of my right foot with my chair. Ouch.
Nie: I hope you know that your transformation in faith has rubbed off me as well. It's always like that isn't it? No matter what we do, we'll always affect other people. This time, it's in a good way :) I'm glad to see you happy, dearie, and I hope you stay that way. Ignore the wussy. Lol.
James: You've left me quite worried there, leaving like that, with that mood. Whatever it is, I really hope everything's okay. And even if it's something untowardly, something good will come out of it, in the end. It always does. I really, really hope that everything's alright. (Words are failing me at the moment, I just woke up @_@ and I can't seem to express my worry. Just know that "quite worried" was an understatement.) Please take care. *hugs*
Love, lixximajig : 08:29